I wonder...

I wonder if a story I write from my imagination can be worth its own weight in gold to me. I certainly hope so. My imagination has never been perfect or close to perfect but I love it all the same. I am too much of a realist to be able to write a pure scifi story. I have to add elements of reality but then again I am too much of a hopeless romantic. I love little things in life that no one seems to care about. Someone remembers a very little detail you told them months ago and never brought up again. That is my definition of caring and showing you care, whether it be in a family way, sisterly way, brotherly way, friendly way or a I can't live without you way. It shows you care and want the best for them. I honestly do not know if my story will ever be finished but I certainly hope it will. I also do not know if I can make it exactly the way I want it, or if anyone else will think it is good. I certainly hope so. I know my family likes it, my best friend does and even my two not so close friends. But they all know me and I think it might make some at least my family a little biased. I need to find someone who can read it and tell me the blunt truth if it is good or not. I just don't want someone stealing it from me. I trust the people I have let see it and I believe what they say but I just wish someone other than them would be willing to help. Nothing againist you *Alice*!!!
Maybe I am just overthinking as usual but then again maybe I am paranoid. I do tend to rant and rave about stupid things for a while. Oh Well!!! This is me freaking out....as usual.