Random thoughts and Wishing

Finals are the most torturous invention that man has ever created in the history of schooling. Finals are pointless because some people do not test well therefore they may fail the test because they freak. I really do not like finals and do not want to take them. They hurt my feelings and use up precious hours of my life that I will never get back, no matter how hard I try. I also am one of those people who freaks out on the test. But I have been working hard to try and stop that and am succeeding more than I ever imagined. Other than that I honestly do not mind finals all that much.
Twilight, yes I know I mention that book every blog almost but it is my most favorite-est book in the whole wide world. I am officially by my asfaawbffe or best friend, called an obsessed fan Bella. And she is hence forth known as Alice the ummm….well I am still working that little part out. But I promise to figure it out for my sake and for my sanity. At least I need some resemblance of sanity.
This past week was so much fun. I go to spend most of it with my family, who I love so much that includes my two dogs and one cat.
I love to see movies and I can not wait for, you can probably guess it, Twilight to come out on Dec. 12, 2008. The trailer for Twilight the movie, will be or should be released next week May 9, 2008 before the movie Speedracer. But I am hoping beyond hope that the preview trailer will be shown at the sneak peek of Speedracer. It would make my life complete for like 3 minutes and make me feel perfect. That would be amazing when it happens for me I love twilight. Twilight is like oxygen I need it to live!!!! Lol I find that amusingly awesome.
“Time Passes. Even when it seems Impossible. Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls. But pass it does. Even for me.” Bella Swan from New Moon written by Stephenie Meyer.
This book is also known as my depression book. Lol. Mainly because I feel what Bella is feeling because I am so entranced by the beautiful writing.

Hmmmmm

I had a brilliant idea well my mom had a brilliant idea. As you probably know I am in love with the Twilight Saga by Stephenie Meyer. Well not in love perhaps but obsessed well not obsessed but entranced with them. So my mom so sweetly suggested that I write my own version, of what I would like to see happen in Breaking Dawn. This idea really excited me because I really want to see certain things happen in Breaking Dawn. I have been reading off of fan fiction are amazing. They each have different opinions on Bella’s wedding, her powers once she is turned into a vampire, how her first year of being a new born will be and turn out, how many people will she kill and will Jacob Black ever quit being a jerk and come back. Also how will the Wedding go with Alice, the over doer, organizing it? Will it be a perfect dream and will it be everything you dreamed of? Will Bella be able to be turned? Will the Jacob’s tribe allow it? What will the Cullens do if Jacob’s tribe will not allow the change? How will they by pass the treaty? Because it says that if anyone bites a human, one of the Cullens’ that is then the treaty is over even if it is halfway around the world. That Jacob’s tribe will be able to hunt with out bounds and will kill them. But if Edward does not turn Bella she will be killed by the Voulti. There are so many questions that need to be answered and that I want to have a happy ending. In another words, I want Edward and Bella to be together for eternity as vampire lovers. They deserve to be together, they have been through so much together. From almost dying for each other to losing the ‘light’ in their lives when Edward leaves Bella to Bella saving Edward by saving him from the Voulti to Edward and Bella making Jacob understand he is not the one for her. Their love is the truest of true loves. It spans time and space to the point of being a remarkable love story even if it is between a one hundred year old vampire, turned at the age of seventeen, and a seventeen year old human girl. They defy the odds and deserve to be together forever.

My Depression Book-New Moon by Stephenie Meyer

Crying because of a stupid book, how stupid is that. I absolutely love the Twilight Saga books. But have a slight problem like the first two thirds of the book, to be exact. Edward breaking up with Bella was the worst possible idea ever. Stupid Edward. Stupid Vampire. Stupid Guy. This is one of the only books to ever make me cry. I feel so emotionally attached to Bella and Edward. Twilight made me fall in love with their love for each other. It breaks my heart to see them apart. This is the second time reading the full book, mainly because it is two difficult for me to read and have affect my mood for the worst. The books I read are very influential to the mood I am in or want to be in. I grow attachments for the characters in books because they are so easy for me to relate too. True I have never had a boyfriend or true love, but I have a devoted family and know what I want it life. I also know I will be there for whoever needs me, no matter what because that is what true friends are for, even if they are halfway across the world. Such as my best friend in Italy, I just hope she is not part of the Voulti. Lol jk. She has no idea what I am talking about because she has not read the series yet!! Nah Nah!! We will have a whole lot more to talk about when she finally reads them and ever gets on the internet!!! Lol. I just hope she is not ignoring me for a guy. :P That would just cause me to get more depressed than my book already had me. :P
Here this is what the start of the story is about… Just not the best part because it comes later at the last third of the book. That is what makes reading this book bearable. I remember when I first bought this book in New York I made my group, for the Macy’s Thanksgiving Day Parade Performance 2006, go with me to many different bookstores to find a copy of this book because I had almost finished reading Twilight for the first time.
For Bella Swan, there is one thing more important than life itself: Edward Cullen. But being in love with a vampire is even more dangerous than Bella could ever have imagined. Edward has already rescued Bella from the clutches of one evil vampire, but now, as their daring relationship threatens all that is near and dear to them, they realize their troubles may be just beginning...

Free Concerts

Free concerts are absolutely the best idea. Especially to go with the final four which is in town this weekend. If you do not know what that is it is the top college basketball teams from four districts, come together to go for the title. This year was especially amazing considering the final four was all the number one ranked teams in their four districts. It was hosted in San Antonio Texas this year. And we loved it more than you can imagine. But that is beside the point I am talking about the free concerts they hosted this year. Which included but not limited to Taylor Swift, the All American Rejects, and 3 doors Down. Taylor Swift was amazing, she is so well grounded and sweet. She said like every time after a song thank you San Antonio. She also gave great introductions to her songs as well as why it was written. She is sassy, let me tell you that, but cool. She also did this amazing number where she had two metal barrels and she had a pair of drum sticks so did the girl across from her. They started beating them in tune with each other and the music. It was amazing I loved it. I only wish I had gotten it on video. Next was the All American Rejects. Let me start off by sayin nick looked amazing. He is so hot. I got the picture I wanted, dreamed of, and almost died for well let’s just say trampled for. They sang my favorite song Stab My Back which I was thrilled about they also sang swing swing. It just made me want to go out and by more of their cds. I got some amazing pictures recordings and videos, I am thrilled to say. The All American Rejects also gave us a preview of the new song they are working on in the studios. They are also working on a new album. This was the first time they had ever preformed the song outside of the studio. They said they were thrilled to let San Antonio be the first to hear it and they hoped we liked. Which we did but we probably would anyway because I mean come on it is the All American Rejects we are talking about here, but it was more than amazing it was fantastic. I can’t wait to see them again.